DONE
until next semester.
it feels so great.
until next semester.
it feels so great.
lately i have felt that things are happening for reasons unknown to me. i think i have things planned out, and then they go off in a different direction. frustrating. i am in a rut right now and don't know how to get out. i'm stuck. everyone tells me, and i know this myself, that things happen for a reason. that is so hard for me. i can only see the surface of what is going on right now, and that i have to wait and see the rest of the iceberg later...sometime in the future when the frustrations are not so pressing. one day i am hoping to look back on this all and go "oh, that's why" and move on like it has made me a better person. i hope things go that way. i really hope.

last night we walked through the door and smelt this really faint burning smell. the house was freezing and the furnace would not kick on. let's see...what could that mean? it's 11:45 at night and we think our furnace is broken. awesome. so we try calling everyone we know who can help us diagnose the problem. but, because they are normal people, unlike us, they are in bed asleep. so jealous. finally we broke down and called a 24 hour furnace repair company. some poor guy was pulled out of his sleep at 1:00 in the morning and drove all the way from payson to our house to see what the deal was. i am freaking out, of course, because it is getting colder and colder inside the house. the smell was getting worse, giving me an awful headache, and i start thinking of the worse things possible--we are going to die of poisoning, the furnace is going to blow up, my toes will have to be amputated from frost bite, and what about my makeup party the next day?!